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Greatest fear in Life

March 5, 2009

WE had this activity in General Psychology class. Our teacher asked as to write what is our greates fear in Life. I thought about it for several minutes and I end up in having fear on VERY high places. Then, when all finished their fears, she asked us one by one. Some are afraid of snakes, and other creatures, some afraid of something they don’t want to experience, and some situational. I remember someone from the class is afraid to die. And I asked my self, “Am I afraid to die?”.

 Something run through my mind, ” I am not afraid to die, I’m just not ready for it.” The goal of life is death. Sounds creepy but it is what I used to believe. Let go and let God.But, as I think of other stuffs in my head, I asked again myself. What do I really fear of right now? And I find again myself answering losing my loved ones and to live without friends. I am afraid that one day I will wake up no one is there for me. I am afraid that I will be alone, that there is no one left to understand me. I know, everyone don’t want to happen, but in this point of my life I am afraid to experience this. My family is still here, but my friends, ahm thaye are still there, but you feel like they are so away, that you dont have really real friends. I doubt and I doubt, not knowing that they are just around the corner, waiting for you, wanted to be with you, to have a little talk and much laughters. I just so love my friends and I don’t I really really don’t wanna lose them because of a single mistake. 

 

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