em back :)

wow, after almost two years, buhay pa pala to two years kasi i haveanother i.ph account here - > MYWARSHIP.

di natuloy yung pangako ko sa blog na to. tsss. good thing nahanap ko ulet to. buhayin!!! haha well, di ko alam kung me nagbabasa dito or wala, ayos lang kung wala, at least secret diary na lang to. dami ko na accounts ngaun. subra dami. adik ako e ) dito ko lalabas lahat lahat kasi ung sa tumblr ko nakastream sa FB account e medyo mahiyain ako ) hayan. may bago post na! Happy happy kahit medyo wla kwenta. haha wee oh wee. 

im a CUTIE ;)

SOPHOMORE days are sooo over! Done with the blues of second-year-college-student life. I am about to enter a critical part/year of learning. Though so fresh from my summer class, it is still nice to know that I’ll be going to be Level 3 student! Yep. JUNIOR. 2 years to go and I’ll be graduating. Anyhoo, there is still something that I cannot explain. All I can say is that I am THRILLED.

 G3CUTIES.. that’s what I like us to be called. hehe. Making things light as possible. Making fun of some devastating event. I know few in my new classmates, some our also my classmates from the past 1 or 2 years in school. It is tough though, another getting to know you stuf, may I know your name, etc. But I am hoping that this year and the next year will be a hell of fun!

Don’t get me wrong.. I am just thrilled(again) with the thoughts that “they may not like me”.

hope it will be fine. Just fine

Usapang Legal Age. :D

Tumatakbo ang oras. Hayan na. Di naman ako excited, natutuwa lang ako at aabot na ako sa legal na edad. Wag lang ako matatamaan ng kidlat o ng kung ano pa man. Di ko talaga sure kung ano significance ng 18 kung bakit pa kelangan ipaghanda at ipagdiwang ang araw na ito. Ano ipinagkaiba nito sa 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and so on. feeling ko nga dapat 13 paghanda e kasi dapat niligdangan yun, malas dw, pero di nman kami chinese e yaan n yun.hehe.

Anong makukuha ko sa pagdating ko ng 18. Una agad pumapasok sa isip ko pag 18 na e pede na pakasal. wahaha. joke lang pero tunay naman yon.  Isa pa, pede na magVOTE forhigher positions, di na para sa SK lang. hehe. AHm, dami pa aah.. AYUN! lahat ng mga 18 and above dapat mababai, kasi pede na makulong.Mas madami pa advantages and disadvantages ang 18. Isama mo na dun ang katunayan na di ka makakapasok sa bahay ni kuya PBB.. haha

Gayun pa man, papasalamat ako at ipaghahanda ang birthday ko. haha. Thank you ate at inay at lahat ng nag-aabala at mag-aabala sa birthday ko.

Greatest fear in Life

WE had this activity in General Psychology class. Our teacher asked as to write what is our greates fear in Life. I thought about it for several minutes and I end up in having fear on VERY high places. Then, when all finished their fears, she asked us one by one. Some are afraid of snakes, and other creatures, some afraid of something they don’t want to experience, and some situational. I remember someone from the class is afraid to die. And I asked my self, “Am I afraid to die?”.

 Something run through my mind, ” I am not afraid to die, I’m just not ready for it.” The goal of life is death. Sounds creepy but it is what I used to believe. Let go and let God.But, as I think of other stuffs in my head, I asked again myself. What do I really fear of right now? And I find again myself answering losing my loved ones and to live without friends. I am afraid that one day I will wake up no one is there for me. I am afraid that I will be alone, that there is no one left to understand me. I know, everyone don’t want to happen, but in this point of my life I am afraid to experience this. My family is still here, but my friends, ahm thaye are still there, but you feel like they are so away, that you dont have really real friends. I doubt and I doubt, not knowing that they are just around the corner, waiting for you, wanted to be with you, to have a little talk and much laughters. I just so love my friends and I don’t I really really don’t wanna lose them because of a single mistake. 

I love you Guys! you’re the best!

Mistake No. 1

Nope. It is not my first time to have a mistake. I do a lot of mistake and if I will count it, it will go to more than six digits. Anyhoo, it is called the mistake number one because it is the first time I will tell about the bad thing I did and once I publish this I swear that I won’t do the same thing anymore.

The story goes like this..

 Feb. 19, 2009. Sunny Thursday. Everyone is having fun. Originally, we only have 3 classes for this day, minus one because we will not have health care 2, so we only got two. Yesterday, when this wonderful event was announced, we all rejoiced and all got busy thinking of what to do for our “FREE” hours. Nursing students got only one thing in mind, except those who are made in heave . Sincw we do not have wash day, it is our time to shine not to wear our white uniform, instead, we will wear our LLN shirt (org shirt). Everything was doing good.

The bell rang, it is the start of the class. Everyone of us is very anxious to hear another signal — meaning the bell to ring for the end of the class. But before it happened, our Professor for the first subject asked, “Bakit di kayo nakauniform, ung iba nakauniform?” OMG! We have this policy in our school that during class, (optional for Make-up classes) to wear our school uniform, meaning — white uniform, stockings, and the URBI style. Our teacher is waiting for an answer, (tik-tak-tik) I broke the silence, “Miss, kasi po aattend po kami nung seminar, ung KA PULE, ung kay Manny VIllar, ahm, POLITICAL Ethics po ata un.” *sigh*. My classmates was shocked, I dunno where i get those but, I thought it is the only way. I think my teacher don’t really convinced for that lousy excuse, and I think she doesnt believe, she just ride on. What a nice teacher! 

 The class ended, next stop 5th floor for the next  and the LAST subject for that day.

“galing ng palusot ah” - classmate

“well ” — AKoo

 The class gone smoothly until… “Teka, bat di nakauniform ung iba? tapos may nakauniform pa? anung meron?”

An angel pass through again, no one ever dared to answer totoy bato’s question.

“E sir kasi bawal magdemo pag di nakauniform, un e di nakauniform sila.” — Akoo n nman? pede ba un?

” e bakit may violet tapos itim? Di kasi ako sanay sa hitsura nyo, mas maganda pag lahat naka white ” — SIr.

“ung violet sa officer, ung green oldies.haha” — the whole class paraphrase this sentence . wow that was a good shot.. hehe.

The class ended and we are all heading to our own destinations. But during our celebration in the dorm of one of my classmates. A text message shocked us.

“PEDE B DW KAYO ISULAT S D.O N HINDI NAKAUNIFO

this chilled me to the bone. I felt like it is the end. I did not tell the truth + not incomplete uniform. Oh men. D.O. suspension is so close. I was so bothered. all I said was ” Bat kasi di nagtago sa D.O? or kung mahuli man, Bat di na lang sila nagpalusot?.” Grabe.I was so thrilled when I come up to the idea that what if the D.O will ask our teachers why they did’nt report us to them? what would happen? I will be at the center of everything. My parents will be called and aaahhh.. I cant imagine it anymore.Nervousness kills me.

 It all end up when those who are caught by the Discipline Officer never name names, Its just them. Oh Thank God. I was relieved. The problem was solved and everyone is COOL.

Thats why I did this post. To prove that I really don’t want to do the same thing again. I will not lie to my teacher and I will obey the school policies. I was planning to apologize to my teachers for what happened but it will be in reality in the near future. So good luck to us. Nice one G2B. sa uulitin

PS. april.. updated.. Hindi na ako nakpagapologize coz its too late.. haha 04/02/09

Proposal

We have all the same reasons why we are making blogs and stuff.

1. A medium for self expression.

2. Make friends.

3. Be popular (not to me but for some)

4. Earn money (i want to earn but don’t know how )

5. other reasons..

I am not a good blogger nor so-so, I know that but I want to discover the magic of blogging. 

So i have a proposal to make, Let’s exchange links

Just comment in this post if you want to exchange links, I will put you on mine, and i am hoping that you will put my link to yours too. 

Friendly proposal right? Let’s exchange link now. Hope for your favorable responses.. 

peace y’all.

No class forever!

haha.. kidding! how I wish.. haha

Anyhoo, I have no class for FOUR days.. of course SATURDAY AND SUNDAY are included +++ MONDAY AND TUESDAY!

I am sooo happy.. at least after a long hell week midterm exam, there’s a reward for us  

The bad side of the story.. ahm, the sched for our FIRST hospital setting  exposure (DUTY thing) was set on Monday, since there is no class on Monday, too bad it was postpone. Anyways, There is still more to come. Better be prepared for the first duty

I just wanna be happy for this coming 4 days of no classes.

Its gonna be a looooonngg weeekkeeennndd.

O.M.Gee

GAWD. At last I have my real name domain! Eventhough I got a lot of blog acount I think, I’m gonna use this one more frequently than any of my other blog accounts. I promised myself to be more industrious in blogging. This will serve as a sort of “diary” to me, for future use. This is the first post so welcome to me, to my new i.ph account. 

JUST ANOTHER DAY OF:

> bitterness! (everyday word to ee!)

> someone is getting BITTER and BITTER.

> chocolates!

SPECIAL CELEBRATION.

JAN 9 - BLACK NAZARENE FEAST DAY

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